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THIS IS NOT AN EXIT

by LOSE ME

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1.
KEEP ME OUT OF THE SUN LIGHT I'LL WILT AND WITHER I'M UNIMPRESSED WITH YOUR SCOWLING EYES CONSIDER THIS GOODBYE GOODBYE JUST GO YOU THOUGHT THAT I SANK THIS SHIP BUT NO, NOT MY LOOSE LIPS THEY WERE TOO BUSY BLOWING DEPERATE AIR INTO THE SAILS FOR YOU BUT I COULDN'T WASTE IT BECAUSE THAT AIR COULD'VE BEEN USED TO TELL YOU HOW TO DO IT YOURSELF OH, AND ALL THIS TIME I WAS THE ONE WHO NEEDED THAT HELP TO SAVE YOU FROM MYSELF I HOPE THIS PEN DIES I'M TIRED OF WRITING THIS THING I WON, IT'S OVER THE LINES HAVE BEEN DRAWN AND I'M NOT TIRING FROM DOING ALL OF THIS DRINKING
2.
.357 02:10
WHAT'S KEEPING ME HERE? MAYBE MY FRIENDS.
3.
MOLD 01:35
DAILY LIVING IN DISASTER I'M COUGHING UP MY COFFEE WITH PLASTER IN THIS HOME, A MONEY PIT OF SHIT TWO FALLING STORIES I'M WHAT'S LEFT OF IT WELL, I CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT WITH RELENTLESS WHISPERS IN MY EARS MISERY HAS ALWAYS HATED MY COMPANY IT'S BEEN THIS WAY FOR YEARS STUCK STARING AT THE CEILING I'M FUCKED AND LOSING ALL FEELING I DIGRESS NO LONGER AFRAID TO ADMIT THAT I LOVE FADING AWAY I'VE MADE MY BED AND IT'S WHERE I LAY I'M DROWNING IN BILLS, THESE PILLS I PRAY TO HELL THAT THEY DON'T KEEP ME AWAKE I WON'T MAKE THIS BED TOMORROW OR THE FOLLOWING DAYS YOU'LL BE FROWNING I'LL BE LAUGHING AND I HOPE YOU LIE IN IT
4.
I KNOW NOW JUST WHERE YOU OUGHT TO BE MILES AWAY JUMPING SHIP, SWIMMING AHEAD BETTER A SHARK THAN ME YOU LOOK PITIFUL CLOTHES ARE FILTHY AND SOAKED IN BLEACH I'M GETTING GOOD AT PUSHING YOU OUT THE WAKE WELL, THAT'S MY CUTE ANGLE TO A CERTAIN DEGREE I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW AIN'T THAT HARD TO BELIEVE HARDLY, POSSIBLY ALL PARTS OF ME ARE STUCK AND FILLED WITH DOUBT SPENDING MY NIGHTS CURSING AND SCREAMING THE DEMONS OUT COME OUT AND PLAY, CONTEMPLATE I'M HANGING MY HEAD IN SHAME DON'T KNOW WHERE I'LL GO I DON'T WANT TO BE FOUND DON'T TRY TO CALL ME OR COME BY I WON'T MAKE A SOUND DON'T TRY AND CONTACT ME I'LL JUST LET YOU DOWN I'M GONNA LET YOU DOWN WELL, YOU KNOW NOW
5.
VACANCY 01:49
ONE LAST PULL ON MY BLINDS BEFORE I CLOSE THESE EYES I'VE BEEN FUCKED UP FOR DAYS DEAD IN BED I'VE BEEN LAYING TO WASTE THIS VACANCY IS KILLING ME (IN HERE) WHAT YOU CAN'T SEE HAS BEEN HAUNTING ME FOR SO MANY GODDAMN YEARS (WHOA IS ME) WHY DO I FEEL EMPTY IN HERE? WHY DO I FEEL SO FUCKING ALONE AGAIN? WELL I'VE GOT NOWHERE TO GO AND NO ONE TO LOVE ME LEAVE ME, LOSE ME, LET ME GO OR PUT ME DOWN (WHEN AND WHERE) I BELONG SIX FEET BELOW
6.
FREQUENCY 01:23
LEFT ALONE I'M AFRAID OF HOW MUCH TIME I HAVE LEFT WHEN RAZOR BLADES WANT TO MISBEHAVE I'M DROWNING IN THE FREQUENCY, FREQUENTLY I'VE BEEN PRACTICING THESE LITTLE THINGS IN FORM OF THERAPY TO FEEL NO PAIN BUT I CAN'T FEEL A THING FADING CURRENTLY IN THE FREQUENCY, FREQUENTLY WHEN I'M GONE, I'M GONE AWAY
7.
NOT AROUND 01:46
8.
IT TOOK ME 3 YEARS TO FINISH THIS THING WITH SO MUCH SALT IN THE EYE MOMENTS AFTER I FLED UP THE STAIRS YOU PASSED AWAY DON'T KNOW IF I CAN EVER FAKE IT THIS TEMPO'S BEEN DRAGGING ME DOWN MY VOICE IS BREAKING MY HANDS ARE SHAKING STRUMMING THIS MEMORY YOU'RE A SOUND SCENTS OF FOLGER'S AND ARAMIS SOMEHOW STILL CLING TO THE AIR ALONG WITH SCATTERED CIGARETTE ASHES THAT YOU HAD MIS-FLICKED IN YOUR CHAIR YOU KNEW THAT I WOULD CLEAN THEM UP AS SOON AS YOU SLIPPED AWAY BUT FROM THAT CHAIR, A SULLEN STARE WAS ALL YOU HAD LEFT I WISH YOU HAD STAYED SAT DOWN, UPSET ON THAT HOSPICE BED WHERE YOU HAD LAID TWENTY-SEVEN DAYS MORPHINE FED, STILL BREATHING BUT WITHERING AWAY I FORGIVE YOU FOR WANTING OUT THAT WAY YOU WERE A BROTHER THAT LEFT YOUR SONS AND DAUGHTERS I WISH YOU HAD STAYED

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released September 7, 2020

JASON JAMES WRITES, PLAYS AND RECORDS EVERYTHING
AT THE "HERMIT'S HOLLOW" IN NEWPORT NEWS, VIRGINIA.

CHECK OUT MY OTHER MUSIC PROJECTS:
nightbrotherva.bandcamp.com
robosaur.bandcamp.com
pressva.bandcamp.com
www.day-late.bandcamp.com
gauldur.bandcamp.com

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LOSE ME Newport News, Virginia

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None of these songs are pretty or professionally recorded, they're just some sad and mad songs written and documented over the years by a bitter old bastard in a dilapidated home. ... more

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